You are so brave. You’re beautiful inside and out.
@loripuryear9393 Jul 19, 2026
Great comments/advice…I will add that it sounds so much like PTSD. I’m no professional, just someone who took care of my mom with Alzheimer’s and experienced PTSD after the fact…simple things would trigger a memory and the feeling of panic. Your rational brain knows it, but the feelings are still s…
@erikalupian Jul 19, 2026
PTSD. Sorry that you are feeling that, but all things considered, it is kinda logical. I think therapy can help
@amandaeskola2655 Jul 19, 2026
Neurofeedback! You could look into it. Sounds like you are stuck in fight or flight and this could be helpful.
@jetaime82 Jul 19, 2026
Goodness I had a healthy baby with no issues but I had bad postpartum and I struggled through it so I identify guys. Bless you guys for posting this, even though I didn’t experience the NICU I really understand struggling with being a new mom and no sleep and loss of the boosted pregnancy hormones.…
@dianeolas1007 Jul 19, 2026
Thank you for being open and sharing your experience and what you are going through ❤ Although I did not experience trauma during pregnancy or labor & delivery, I suffered from post partum anxiety. My daughter is 4 now, and I still cry if I think back to how I was feeling. It lasted for at least 1…
@JanOsminski Jul 19, 2026
You are wonderful parents. ❤
@cathymaycooper6269 Jul 19, 2026
I ate ground flaxseed every day & I stopped crying! Reading the bible every day, especially psalms and proverbs changed my life! Both have tremendous effect on the brain! Both of you are such loving parents!
@lisalevin8719 Jul 19, 2026
My sweet dears, I wish I could wrap you in my arms and make all the memories go away! Please forgive yourselves for things over which you had no control. 🙏😢
@nicolec6181 Jul 19, 2026
One day you may look back at the videos fondly but right now you still have grief to process for all the things that did not go the way you expected. It's a lot. You ALWAYS do the best you can, and your beautiful heart shines through. Parenthood is a long walk of realizing we can't control so m…
@elsiebert2273 Jul 19, 2026
Be kind to yourself and to each other. You will get through this. Give it time. In the meantime, eat well, rest, get some exercise/fresh air daily, and hold on to your joy and love. Perhaps spend some time this week in a sacred space contemplating the meaning of our existence on this little spacesh…
@gamerboyz17-e6h Jul 19, 2026
It happened to you not because of you! "Best mom ever"
My boys were in the NICU 9 years ago, and I tear up watching your video because I went through it too. Grief never goes away, just heals over time, one day at a time. My boys being in the NICU was one of the most difficult experiences in my li…
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